May 13, 2015, Prescott- I was wakened this morning by a job call for a middle school science classroom. Normally, I turn down anything where I would be figuring the material out, as I went along. Not knowing math and science cold has been a deterrent, in such posts. This morning’s job description was mainly caretaking, while the students read and answered questions about the text, so I took the job, and will have four days, at least, this week, plus two days next week, to end the academic year.
I’ve thought alot about comfort zones, of late. Something has removed anxieties that I used to feel about moving into territory from which I have shied away, in the past. The academic scene is an example. Yesterday, I worked a math class, albeit at fifth grade level. I was at least as smart as the fifth graders.
On the trail, I used to not do handholds up rock faces. On Sunday, I din’t give it a second thought, going up the cliff. I don’t think I will take on rock-climbing, mind you, but the moderately difficult hand over hand is no longer a barrier.
Facing myself, when I ponder what, exactly, I am doing that is of value, is a periodic challenge. Today, I just looked in the mirror, after actually getting along with a person with whom I’ve had sharp differences in the past, and decided it’s worth every minute, of each day, to walk up to a challenge and face it. There is nothing that says I am not at least as worthwhile, not at least as capable, of stretching the comfort zone.