June 13, 2015, Prescott- I looked at a few, rather superficial, aspects of my life in the last post. Now, it’s time to look again at how things are in the inner circle of my being. Most of us would define integrity as one’s behaviour when no one but God is watching.
I’m doing better in that area. I no longer fuss and fume, internally, when people I thought I could trust, turn on me, as happened yesterday on another social media site. I know there are definitely people I CAN trust, to the direst of straits and back-starting with myself, and everyone to whom I alluded as family, in a recent post. I no longer doubt myself, when it comes to the ability to do what I need to do to survive. The issues with my Nissan took care of that. I no longer make how people treat me as the determining factor in whether I should help them or not. Lastly, I no longer feel that I need to explain myself to my critics, especially when it comes to dealing head-on with unpleasant subjects. No problem has ever been resolved by sticking one’s head in the sand.
There is much to be done, in getting this spirit of mine in condition for the Great Beyond. I sense, though, that I have a lot of time left to get it accomplished. Integrity is our mirror, to be polished each day.