May 9, 2018, Prescott-
I know that I made the best decision of my life,
when I married her
and stayed faithful.
I know that I could have done better,
dealing with the winsome faces,
especially once she left.
I know that
I never cheated.
I know that now,
as I blaze my own trail onward,
there are she and other spirits,
telling me that it’s okay
to really love another.
I know that one will come to me,
as a dear sister told me,
a few days ago.
I know that time is
never rushed,
that people need
to figure it out,
for themselves.
I know that I am
essentially good,
that dwelling on flaws
is a chimera.
I know that life
could turn on
a dime,
and probably will.
I know that the
best job I’ve had,
since the mid-1990’s,
may last three more years,
or it may only last
two more weeks.
I know that
I will land on my feet.
I know that I am loved.