November 11, 2018, Prescott-
Happy Veterans Day to all who served, in “times of peace” and in open conflict. I regret one thing about 11:11:11/18- I was resolving a conflict over material possessions (someone else’s) at the time, so I missed the reflection which that time merits.
Basically, I have been storing items for a benighted and angry individual. I had temporarily forgotten where they were stored, and was thus subjected to yet another tirade about how stupid and worthless I was. Fortunately, this was all electronic, a “hit and run”, so to speak. Even more fortunately, I found the items, they will be transported to a third party, tomorrow and I will be free to ban the above-mentioned person from ever contacting me again.
I have had it with detractors and naysayers-as opposed to sincere, earnest critics, who point out errors, out of love. The latter will always have my attention.
It has taken a long, long time for me to value myself and to know that those who lambaste me are not worth my time. That time has arrived and I know, both in heart and mind, that I deserve the best that life has to offer. Actually, we all deserve the best. The fact that some have been raised to regard themselves as worthless, is precisely why there is so much conflict-whether over THINGS, or over ideas, or over social norms.
If each of us recognized our worth, material possessions would not be the cause of strife, money would not be the source of grief, attention to detail would not be the cause of condemnation. We would know that all would be alright, if not immediately, then over time.
If each of us really understood the Universe, the nature of Creation, the eternity of being, then there would be no conflict of egos. There would have been no Lucifer’s rebellion; no smug disregard, by our distant ancestors, of spiritual instruction; no ongoing conflict, often perpetrated by those who cast themselves as “enlightened”, but whose egos only project utter darkness.
I can’t claim to understand it all, but I do understand these: There is only a place for Light in this world, in this Universe. There is only a future for those whose hearts are open, whose goals are based on unconditional love. All else will fail, and will fall away, in confusion and disappointment. More’s the pity.